he can blind my eye.....but he can`t stuck my brain..

someday i feel myself so blind....cause i can`t see anything he do behind me...i just trust he 100% in my life...but....my brain never stuck to thinking about him..
One day,
I made you a cookie,but i eated it. ='(... I felt myself alone with the Poor....

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Thursday, March 24, 2011

A moonbow

A moonbow

(also known as a lunar rainbow, lunar bow or white rainbow)

is a rainbow produced by light reflected off the surface of the moon rather than from direct sunlight. Moonbows are relatively faint, due to the smaller amount of light reflected from the surface of the moon. They are always in the opposite part of the sky from the moon.

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

I`m NOT Stupid Anyway ! 何てこった ! !

you all want to know,
i hate when that teacher did`t respect me like i`m respect with the other teachers..
so what that teacher be ordered to me run 50round at champaign by wearing pinafor.
sorry if i`ve disrespectful with YOU teacher!
i`m falsed cause fighting talk with teacher...
but teacher also falsed cause did`t gave me opportunities. XO

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

地球 ♥

     Now is march.....may be tomorrow will be april & then may was coming.....when i closed my eyes may be it will be november already...huhuhu the time was fast...the EARTH will never stopped around.

Someday ♥ いつか

 Dear Blogger,
      私は、あなたがこの言葉を覚えていると思う I think you remember this words......"may b not this time, not this day,not this week or may be not this years....may be is SOMEDAY''

I Wish I Can Tell You What I Feel So......


Sunday, March 13, 2011

Gummy Bears. ;D

my favorite thing about eating gummy bears is knowing that they can`t fight back when u bite their heads off. =D  < グミを食べることについて私の好きなものは、彼ら`をかみ切るときu反撃できないのことは知っている>

Saturday, March 12, 2011

Lets Pray for Japan and for the World 私たちを助ける




Monday, March 7, 2011


at night when the star is brightly shining..
shines through my room..
 i sit by myself.. talking to the moon..
 asking if soulmate would ever come..
 thinking through.. how ridiculous..
in my whole life,i've been waiting of feeling something..
something that makes my heart beats faster everytime i feel it..
 seems like the feelings have gone away..

as my heartache accompany.. the pain that i've gone through..
 finally breaking free from my sorrow..
 a new beginning was started..
but it's just not the same anymore..
sometimes i stare at the big blue sky..
finding the answers to my questions..
all the questions pile up in my mind..
making me insane.. looking like a fool..
searching.. hoping.. waiting.. wishing..

some day i know it will find me..
and i'll be the most happiest in my life..
maybe it takes time.. maybe its worth the wait..
believing something that is true..
seems like far away from me..
because happily ever after never exist in my reality..
that's what i believe in.. so why bother to believe in fairytale anyway?
the past is haunting me with its beautiful nightmare..
realizing that it was all over.. moving forward is the only choice to survive..
rushing makes me feel irritating and annoying..
so i end up feeling nothing..

takes a chance of a lifetime.. take a risk but not too high..
or you might end up falling dissapointed by the choices you've made..
adventure of a journey to find the treasure you desired the most..
not something that is sparkling and shining..
but something that is pure and sincere..
only the one who really felt the words know what the meaning is..
because deep inside your heart.. you feel the same way too..
rearranging all the words.. but nothing seems right..
tears of sadness is my tears of every moments..
saying this over and over again.. never been satisfied..
until i get my final answer.. that's when i stop questioning..
and start to enjoy and cherish every minute of my life..
before that.. i'm still like every other people in this world..
keep on fighting for what i really want..
but something is missing.. lost its way out..
a question still remain unanswered.. 
waiting.. hoping..

p/s : truly from a piece of my own.. :) -Lyssa Andrew-

Thursday, March 3, 2011

Sad Story -> 100Days

Message: Peter and Tina are sitting in the park doing nothing, but just gazing into the sky, while all their friends are having fun with their beloved half.

Tina: I'm so bored. Just wish I have a boyfriend now to spend time with.
Peter: I guess we're the only leftovers. We're the only person who isn't with a date now.
(both sigh n silence for a while)
Tina: I think I have a good idea. Lets play a game
Peter: Eh? What game?
Tina: Eem..It's quite simple. You be my boyfriend for 100 days and I'll be your girlfriend for 100 days. what do you think?
Peter: Oookay..Anyway I don't have any plan for the next few months.
Tina: You sound like you aren't looking forward to it at all. Cheer up. Today will be our first day and our first date. Where should we go?
Peter: What about a movie? I heard that there is a really great movie in theater now.
Tina: Seems like I don't have any better idea than this. Lets move. (went to watch their movies and sent each other home)

Day 2:
Peter and Tina went to a concert together, and Peter bought Tina a keychain with a star.

Day 3:
They went shopping together for a friend's birthday present. Share an ice-cream together and hugged each other for the first time.

Day 7:
Peter drove Tina up onto a mountain and they watch the sunset together. When the night came and the moon glowed, they said sat on the grass gazing at the stars together. A meteor passed by. Tina mumbled something.

Day 25:
Spend time at a themepark and got onto rollercoasters, and ate hotdogs and cotton candy. Peter and Tina got in the haunted house and Tina grabbed someone's hand instead of Peter's hand by accident. They laughed together
for a while.

Day 67:
They drove pass a circus and decided to get in to watch the show. The midget asked Tina to play a part as his assistant in the magic show. Went around to see other entertainments around after the show. Came to a fortune teller and she just said "Treasure every moment from now on" and a tear rolled down the fortune teller's cheek.

Day 84:
Tina suggested that they go to the beach. The beach wasn't so crowded that day. They have their first kiss with each other just as the sun is setting.

Day 99:
They decided to have a simple day and is deciding to have a walk around the city. They sits down onto a bench.

1:23 pm
Tina: I'm thirsty. Lets rest for a while first.
Peter: Wait here while I go buy some drinks. What would you like?
Tina: Eem...Apple juice will be just fine.

1:43 pm
Tina waiting for about 20 minutes and Peter havent return. Then someone walked up to her.
Stranger: Is your name Tina?
Tina: Yes, and may I help you?
Stranger: Just now down there on the street a drunk driver has crashed into a guy. I think its your friend.
Tina ran over to the spot with the stranger and sees Peter lying on the floor with blood over his face and her apple juice still in his hands. The ambulance came and she went to the hospital with Peter. Tina sat outside the emergency room for five and a half hours. The doctor came out, and he sigh.

11:51 pm
Doctor: I'm sorry, but we did the best we could. He is still breathing now but God would take him away from us very soon. We found this letter inside his pocket.
The doctor hands over the letter to Tina and she goes into the room to see Peter. He look weak but peaceful. Tina read the letter and then she burst into tears. Here is what the letter said.

Our 100 days is almost over. I had fun with you during all these days. Although you may be greedy sometimes and less thoughtful, but these all brought happiness into my life. I have realize that you are a really cute girl and blamed myself for never taken the time to knowing that. I have nothing much to ask for, but I just wish that we can extend the day. I want to be your boyfriend forever and wish that you can be beside me all the time. Tina, I love you.

Tina: (sobbing) Peter. Did you know what was the wish I made on the night there was a meteor. I asked God to let us last forever. We were suppose to last 100 days so Peter! You can't leave me! I LOVE YOU, but can you come back to
me now? I love you Peter. I LOVE YOU.
As the clock struck twelve, Peter's heart stopped beating. It was 100 days.

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